more specifically, help with opiate addiction please help me.?

ok my last question wasn’t detailed very well i guess, i want to have a baby eventually (not to fill a void but to have a familly. but i am on methadone, a low dose, i am drug free, the methadone makes me feel normal/not high, I have tried to quit pain killers many times but am lazy, cant eat or sleep and basicaaly cannot get off couch for months I have heard from doc and others that my chances of my baby having withdrawal is low, and the only babies that are put on a drip is on very high dosesif u get preg on meth they will not let you come off, as it poses more risk. I cannot quit i have tried, believe me i would love to but my brain is depleted of chemicals normal pl have and i care about nothing when off of it but i cant stand being on my butt for 24 hours i go insane i have to work, cook clean, etc. even showering is a chore when i am off this crap, has anyone ever successfully quit methadone/opiates, how? does anyone know of anyone who has had a baby on low meth dose, how were th
also i have tried everthing, rehab, counselling, groups (every one) i have quit cocaine and tat was a walk in the park as there was no withdrawal really i have been clean off that for over a year the opiates is impossible it seems though. Plus i would take enough opiaes (prior to methadone) that i am surprised i never overdosed and if it wasnt for methadone i’d probably be dead. Thought that would help.

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