I am really depressed because of my addiction, and eating disorder, I can’t cope, what can I do?

Question by Shawna Hood: I am really depressed because of my addiction, and eating disorder, I can’t cope, what can I do?
I have struggled with addiction for several years, and have been in and out of treatment. In my recovery from substances I became bulimic, now both ugly heads have crept up and I am hitting rock bottom.
I was in the hospital for the three nights last week because of an accidental overdose, and anelectrolyte imbalance. I felt ok, tried to stay happy but my doctor, and one of my old councellors told me they were sad for me, worried, and hope I stop or I will die.
I have been to treatment, I have been in the psychiatric hospital 30plus times this year. I have ran out of options, can’t get the help. What should I do, kill myself to end it quickly? thats where my head is starting to go.

Best answer:

Answer by Lauren
Pray to God and ask for help. Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior. God will help you!

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