Anyone out there ever have a drug addiction? I need advice!!! I need to quit, Life is dull without it! Help!?

I have been on crack-cocaine for almost 10 years!!! Yes, pathetic I know. I want to quit, but I never do. The world seems quite strange from a sober point of view. I need advice. No treatment centres. Ihate them.
I want to know if anyone out ther changed their life without treatment centres. The reason I don’t like them is because people usually are there for some forced reason. i.e. get out of jail free and it doesn’t do alot of good for those who went on their own!!! Know what I mean?

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