why can’t i get a girlfriend of another racial attribute?

Question by Paul: why can’t i get a girlfriend of another racial attribute?
I will explain my situation quite fairly, unlike the color of my skin.

I have faced a lot of prejudice from racist girls of all races in my life experiences. They think i am dirty. I am clean enough in my perspective, because I take showers every day because my mother always pressured me into doing so when I was a younger boy. I am actually very quite popular with many girls.

I am kind of fat a little chubby, a little, not too standing out or noticeable in my homeland country of the big US of A. I am masculine. I’ve tried dating some of the white girls. they’ve always rejected me on the basis of
the “corrupted”, dirty, “muddy”, and “unnatural” complexion and coloration of my skin. One very beautiful full white lady told me, “You look kinda cute for a freak!” Another lady I chatted with through a chatroom told me upon seeing me on webcam and knowing that I was mixed, said “You look more white than any black man I have ever knew.” and then she typed “rofl”. Then another lady told me during our voice chat “Don’t have a cow, man? Don’t push your luck dude!” I asked a girl, “Who was the first black president of america?” She coolly responded,”We never had a black president.” to which I had responded, “Where are you from? Russia?”

I am half black half white. My mom is of German/English/Italian/Irish ancestry. My dad is full black. My parents never had a problem with my skin color. My dad always likes to party with his black friends a lot because according to him, he tells me that sometimes he gets bored of being with a white woman too much because of her strict feminine rules but then tells me he changes his mind and comes back to her each night because of a sudden “change in plans” due to him not being able to get enough of her. He always behaves very gentlemanly around her when I see them together. He wears a large long beard and a cap over his head a lot and tells me that is how he rolls in the hood. When I asked him what that means, he told me “That’s my style. Either you cool with it, or you out of the house.”

They are atheists and hardcore “hippie” scientists, (not rocket scientists or anything), and proud of it.

They had bragged to me when I was a child, that they conceived me in the “test tube”. I asked them what that meant, and they said “never mind”.

I am atheist too, by the way. My parents told me that “agnostic” is for the boring white people and that my dad had converted my mom into atheist from her being agnostic.

I hang out with white guys more often than the more blacker blacks. My friends are gamers in college and they are all at least 5 years older. They like to do drugs like marijuana, LSD, try out date rape drugs they “plan to really use” or so they say, happy pills, alcohol, and smoke together and most important, teaching each other how to be more manly. We like listening to hardcore white guy punk rock, rock, white guy music. They only listen to country music when their girlfriends change the radio music to that. They also like “skinny dipping” with their girlfriends from time to time. Meh… They like taking it extreme.

I like skateboarding with my friends a lot and some of them occasionally bring their pretty and sensually attractive girlfriends along to watch us do “daring” stunts. I want to impress them and steal their girlfriends for myself because I like what I see, and when I like what I see and see what I like, I go far to impress them to take notice of me and my intuitively manly assets. My friends say I am part of the crew and race don’t mean a thing before God and seeing truth in him the right way. I am mature for my age.

My brother used to serve in the military for two years, after which he went to college. He got a pretty and skinny “preppy”, physically well-endowed both financially and physically, white girlfriend with glasses that he met in college and he told me how good he treats her. He told me his secret of trying to financially scrape enough cash to buy her a real diamond ring, then after that a house.

I want to get a girlfriend more than ever after the stories he has told me about him and her together and his racy intimate adventures with her.

When I am around a pretty white girl in real life, I can’t help feeling a little shy, nervous, tense, and agitated like I can’t quite place a word on the tip of my tongue and I have to bite it hard before I let anything out.

I have a feeling that the more “physically”
endowed white girls don’t think I am human or at least they do not think I am good enough for them. It is as if they judge me
as being more skilled on the toilet than with “getting it on” with them before they even get to know me. I like making multiple girlfriends over the internet! I consider
myself a very “active”, mature, manly, colorful, amusing, youthful, exciting, vibrant, and inquisitive male teen with loads and loads of “juicy” energy and juicy things on my mind to keep any mixed race woman entertaine
entertained for hours and more so when we “get it on”. If I can be that good with a mixed girl, why can’t i do the same with a white girl I take a favor for? Why can my brother of the same parents, get a white girl, but I can’t?

Best answer:

Answer by Exec Pot head
Consider again! Virtually popular is the same as being popular in your own mind.
Lol – you actually say “When I am around a pretty white girl in real life”.
You have nothing to offer. That is why you can’t get a girl friend.
….don’t matter if she’s black or white…

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