What should i do?Also is this abuse?

Question by Domenica (:: What should i do?Also is this abuse?
Ok long story short.My grandpa cheated on my grandma.Now there divorcing.My grandma is dateing this guy.And i am kinda sick to my stomach.Theyve only known eachother for about a month and they touch eachothers butts and hug and hold hands.Yesterday i felt like throwing up and had a fever and my nose and eyes burnt and had a headache and she left me alone in my room for 4hours to be with the guy.She didnt even bother to check on me.She only came in once to ask if i wanted ice cream.And today i told her i didnt really feel ok being around him and she told me i can go to hell and she slapped my arm hard that its blood red.And yesterday when i wasent feeling good she forced me to go and when i said no she dug her nails into my stomach.And yesterday she told me to get the cookies out and i did and burnt myself and she just laughed.Is this abuse?I wanna stop living with her but when i am away from her i cry and have bad panic attacks!What do i do!?
I am 11 1/2 turning 12 in november

Best answer:

Answer by MiLDracuLA
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SO WHAT?!
A panic attack is better than living with abuse. Run. Don’t stay with her. She needs help.

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