teen girl wilderness treatment program. ?

im am now currently attending a girls wilderness treatment program. the place is called Wilderness Way Camp School. its just like any other wilderness program you;ve probably heard of. the reason im going is because i was failing in school and becoming depressed and losing contact with friends. ive always ruined relationships with friends and family and had to pay the price for it. ive also been defiant and disrespectful to my mom. the other girls there are either have been to juvinielle, been arrested, used drugs and stuff, have mental issues, adopted, have broken families, anger management, & such. my situaiton isnt near as bad as the other girls and i have been there since november 13, 2008. i have good friends and family, unfortuantley i didnt act right to appreciate that- and my situation isnt as near as bad as theres. the point im getting to is how can i succeed and get out of there as soon as possible?im on my home visit now and the next time i get back is february 6, which is the time i want to come home for good. there had been girls there for two years, 1 year, and 6 months and stuff, i dont want or need to be there that long. please leave some helpful advice and if youve ever been to one, please share your experience.
our group is led by “chiefs”, we have each two girl chiefs in our group and supervisors that we call cheif also. ive talked to some supervisors that run the place telling them exactly what im telling in my question, and they keep saying ” Well its good that you’ve learned that, practice that over homestay” and im like, how am i supposed to practice that if im behaving well and i already knew how to act before i went there- how do i prove to the people to let them know that im ready to go home? im doing everything i can, and i knew everything before i went there, i was just stubborn and disrespectful. And whats worse is that i cant go home unless they say im ready and my family wants me home but they wont tell the people that they have seen a change in me and what me back.

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