Please help me deal with my addiction please ='[?

Question by Rachel C: Please help me deal with my addiction please ='[?
I don’t want to be reported or hit on and so im warning you if you are too immature don’t read this. im suffering from an addiction and i hate feeling so weak, its not a typical thing its something thats usually taken lightly but i can’t trust myself anymore because its so hard to keep control and i’ve been trying to avoid like contact with people so that i dont do something stupid. Its reallly frustrating and i feel like everytime i get over it im going to relapse because i know that im going to end up doing it in my life sometime its not something i can avoid, i have no self control anymore and its really really hard, and worse people are starting to figure it out and use it against me and i just need some kind of support because im scared i cant trust anyone anymore,
its to sex not to drugs or alchohol..
i can’t go to meetings for a sex addiction i don’t trust myself enough to go home alone, and like its so bad that im afraid to date or to hold a guys hand because i know how fast it will lead up that and i can’t say no i just go to a different place in my head and i lose control…. and guys keep telling me to trust them just so they can tke advantage of my situation..
like i feel so helpless and i hate myself for it- i don’t even know how it happened but i know i have a problem i need to get control of before i get seriously hurt..

Best answer:

Answer by Tsunami
Please go to the doctor and get help. that is the best way you can also put yourself into a place to get help and you dont’ have to do it alone. there are so many out there that will help and you can trust them you have to try as the drug itself is what is causing your parnoia and that is what is happening you must listen and get moving take care.

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