Morphine withdrawls.4 hours into it.

It has been 32 hours since my last dose of Morphine 10mg SC in hospital. I have been in hospital for the last 8 days due to uncontrollable oesphageal pain that was beating even my Neurostimulator implant. If I had turned it off I have no idea how bad the pain would have been. I have been on Morhine and Valium since being admitted. I discharged myself last night against Doctor’s advice due to family issues. The Doctor wanted me to stay longer and start me on Endone, another Opiate, before going home. Plus I was still suffering from pain and unable to eat and drink without Morphine to kill the pain. The Doctor fell over when I said that as soon as I got home I planned to cease all meds!!!! I told him he could write a prescription but I wasn’t going to fill it or take it. And consequently me still having the pain while eating and drinking and not taking any pain killers, I am unable to eat or drink. It has been 32 hours since I have had anything to eat or drink. I must check how long it takes for dehydration to start REALLY effecting you. I am already dehydrated. It is only going to get worse. But I am ready for it. This afternoon, 4 hours into withdrawls, the slight ‘creepy crawlies’ under the skin started. So too has the hot/cold flushes and stomach cramps. Sinus blockage. And lower right leg and foot cramps. If any of you have seen my previous videos, you would know why I go Cold Turkey. For those of you who have never seen these videos or have any questions al all …
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