Mature readers please…..?

Question by n: Mature readers please…..?
Hello. I know this deacon and was wondering what you think. I am Episcopalian. He is homosexual and lives with his partner. He seems like he is more interested in fellowship than serbice. Like when i used to have conversations with him, he would name drop who he had been to lunch with or tell people it was fun the other day right in front of me knowing I had not been invited. I served in the chutch for years every Sunday and special service. I eventually quit when they complained yo much and then turned around and asked me to do a lot of work. He hasnt even sponken to me in 3.5 years after i told him how hurt i was about the way he treated me even tho i continued to volunteer another two years. I was googling my church for info and came across his blog. I simply cannot believe the stuff he has put in there. I wish i could post a link but it has his pic in their and that would not be right. But he talks about how he and his partner were in disney world and “sodomy” occured between the two of them. How he emailed a guy he used to have sex with and felt good because he emailed him backing asking werent you the one with the “big hose”. He said he was glad at least one of his partners enjoyed having sex with him. I thought pre-marital esp. With multiple people in a life time was wrong. There is other stuff in their too like his last post:An old farmer went to auction and picked up a fine rooster and hen. He also picked up a young donkey. Now, as he was headed home, the donkey started to act up. Well, he knew that he could get the donkey to calm down if he gave the fellow’s ears a scratch. Unfortunately, his hands were full of chicken.

Approaching a farmwife nearby, he asked for her help.

“Pardon me, ma’am. Can you hold my cock and pullet while I scratch my ass?”
i just cannot belive it. I am so hurt and my mistrust of the church has grown greater. Do you think i am making a big deal out of nothing. Everyone at the church loves him because he sucks up to everyone but me and a few others. I go to a predomiately upper middle-class, upper class white church and i far from either if those. Whilr someone are cool, a lot of others treat me *differently*. Oh, btw i am a 22 year old female.
I do not like him. As a matter a fact i lost respect for him awhile ago. Jealous of what!?!

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Answer by Apostate
Am I too drunk to understand this, or does this actually not make any sense?

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