I’ve relapsed. My mom thinks it was for attention. What do I do?

Question by wow.: I’ve relapsed. My mom thinks it was for attention. What do I do?
I’m 14-year-old. I went on a binge of using IV drugs (don’t want to be specific) for about three weeks or so doing it every day or every other day, at least. My sister went into rehab and I’ve been begging my mom to take me. She keeps accusing me of wanting to go for attention. I have NEVER done anything for attention in my life. I scare myself, I’m a 14 y/o girl and if I’ve gone this far already, who knows what the future holds for me. She tells me that I crave attention and I forced myself to be an addict. She says every time I stuck a needle in my arm, it was for attention. She doesn’t understand or she’s in denial, I don’t know what’s going though her head. She had agreed to take me into detox tonight, but she says they will turn me away. I think they would be f***ing happy to take in a 14 y/o with this problem. I want this for my future. I’ve been addicted before and she has absolutely no experience with this. My dad has, and he has convinced her (half-way) that people don’t do this for attention, at least, not me. What do I say to her?

Plus, rehab costs $ 1,500 and I really don’t want to make her pay that, but I know I need it. I’m just so confused. I’m very conscientious and I’m not trying to mess up her life, I just want to ensure my future. I don’t understand why she doesn’t get that.

Best answer:

Answer by <3
Is their any way you could get your dad to take you? Or just have your family or friends hold an intervention for you.

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