I’ve been having suicidal thoughts.?
Question by Antithesis: I’ve been having suicidal thoughts.?
Sorry this is kind of long but I need help. these past few weeks I’ve been thinking about suicide. It’s not enough that I’m about to carry it out, in fact not even close. It’s just that I’m so down and I let things get to me. I’ll try to describe the things I think but I’m not sure how I’ll be able to explain it properly.
I have had depression twice in my life, once in 2nd grade and once in 9th. I have great parents and a great boyfriend, but not really any very close friends. I find myself stressing out about school a lot because I care about my education. My main problem is just that I’m so bored. Every day its the same thing and I don’t feel strong emotions, ever. I’ll rarely feel really happy or really sad (or angry, etc.) But I’m just so bored I swear sometimes all I want to do is find some new friends, get a new life and snort a pound and a half of cocaine. You know what I mean?
Like I said, I’m not close to actually killing myself. I don’t want to upset the people I love. It’s just that lately the thoughts have been there and it’s freaking me out. I’ll be driving down the road and thinking “If I just swerved off this hill it would finally all be over.” why do I do that?
I know I’m probably going to have people say “get help”, but if possible I’d rather not do that. I had a counselor in 9th grade and it was okay but I’m just embarassed to ask my mom for it again. I don’t want to be a burden. What should I do?
By the way I’m 17
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Answer by TheGetFresh
Most likely hormones.
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