Im just not sure life is worth it anymore.?

Question by Killa K: Im just not sure life is worth it anymore.?
Im numb, cold to the core.
I don’t want to be around people anymore.
Im tired of it all.
Mother abandoned me at 8 because of a heroine addiction, ive lived with 7 different relatives since then.
Father molested me over the course of 3 months at 13.
The only woman who ever seemed to honestly care about me, kicked me out of her house at 16 because i was gay.
I now live with my grandmother who is an avid abusive alcoholic, and my brother who has also put his hands on me on more than one occasion, and is also a big time drug dealer.
Ive battled with my share of addictions.
And now that ive tried to better myself, i find that i have no crutch to rely on.
So ive come so close to suicide over the past two day.
I don’t know what to do anymore, and the only reason im still breathing at the moment is because of my girlfriend.
I love her. And she’s the only good thing in my life.
but im not sure if that will be enough.

Ive had to deal with mental and verbal abuse my entire life.
and im so tired. So very tired.

Best answer:

Answer by Van Bo
Yes, well it is very common. Society is like that. See a doctor or counselor, or simply empower yourself to have more control, and be less at the mercy or victimization by others. Religious beliefs seem to help this, also some meds to chill out. Hopefully, you will gain some optimism. As I say, this is very common, not surprising, we just have to cope, or some say, suck it up. Sounds harsh but it is the answer.

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