I’m an addict in every sense of the word. I desperately need help before it’s too late?

Question by sodakians: I’m an addict in every sense of the word. I desperately need help before it’s too late?
I’m 25. I’ve had addictive behavior as long as I can remember. I’m am a terrible alcoholic. It has gotten me in a lot of trouble. My probation officer recently put me on Antabuse, so I can no longer drink. The cravings are unbearable. Since I had to quit drinking, I have been doing cocaine every night. I can’t stop. I am high as a kite right now. My body feels great but my head is a complete mess. I am a complete wreck. Not to mention I am a sex and porn addict as well. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have been to several in and out paitient treatments. None of them seem to have long term affects on me. The treatments, as well as my addictions have put me in financial ruin. I just want my life back. I know I can’t do it alone, but I can’t rely on someone to do it for me. I can’t help but feel time is running out. They say “jails, institutions or death”. Well, I’ve already experience two of them

*I asked this question a few hours ago. I have since blown a gram of cocaine and I feel like I am going insane. I have abused this drug for a long time. It’s just different now. I’m completely emotionless and thoughtless at the moment. I’m like a zombie. It’s not the affect the drug is supposed to have. I am an isolated addict. I prefer to be by myself when abusing any drug. Does this even make sense?

Best answer:

Answer by Nick N
the typical addict…go on a vacation somewhere instead of spending it on dizope…ur not the only one out there….good luck

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