I’m a Christian Girl Dealing With a Porn Addiction… Christian Advice ONLY.?

Question by Kailene: I’m a Christian Girl Dealing With a Porn Addiction… Christian Advice ONLY.?
When I was 15, I stumbled across a porn site. My parents have been really good about using blocking software, but somehow, something got through the software, and my addiction began. Back in the day, I was a real anime geek, so I became obsessed with both hentai and masturbation. About a year later, I was caught, and I had a good long talk with my parents. I felt so ashamed and humiliated, and along with more Bible reading and prayer, I was able to block the images, and I felt freed from my sin.

However, a year and a half later, I relapsed. The first time, I felt horribly guilty, but I felt like a failed so I didn’t want to approach my parents about it. Thus, the addiction continued. I’m a really visual person (I’m majoring in the arts) and although it’s extremely embarrassing, I’m attracted to a lot of horrible things. The stuff I’m been viewing has not been pretty.

Long story short, by the grace of God, I was caught again. Obviously, I’m extremely embarrassed and ashamed of myself to the point that I even question my faith. I agreed to meet with our pastor some time this week, but I don’t even know how to broach the subject with him. I know I’ve failed in the eyes of both God and my parents, but I don’t know how to talk about something so humiliating to anyone, even my pastor. He’s such a good and kind man that I hate thinking of him knowing such embarrassing details about me.

Can anyone offer me advice/prayer?

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