I think about suicide and killing people a lot now, how should I get help?

Question by Rubber Nippled Leprechaun 666: I think about suicide and killing people a lot now, how should I get help?
I am 16, atheist, outcast, suicidal, pacifist, depressed, addicted to coke, meth, weed, alcohol, shrooms, and lsd, and dying. Right now I am not happy with life and want to give up. But I also know that life is so precious and you never get it back. I just don’t want the pain and life to continue. I don’t have many people who I consider friends anyways. I won’t be missed and if I am it will be by people that don’t understand me. I may day anyways from a failed kidney. I have been eating under 300 calories the past 2 months and i’m not getting enough food. I have befriended everyone I have known and made a terrible relationship with my family. I am considering drug treatment or something similar to that. I want to get my life back on track but its not gonna happen to tell you the straight up truth.

My question is for the people who have gone through these sort of incidents. How did you get help? What would you recommend?

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Answer by T.I
idk but nice username

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