I really mean this word….”HELP”…!!?

Question by WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME????: I really mean this word….”HELP”…!!?
I have this problem…can u help me, please??
well since I was in the 6th grade everyone used to call me “the brain”….lol… because I’ve always been the top student….in another way…student NO. One!
That’s because studying has helped me to get out of my bad conditions…and it is still doing so…but now and after I moved to another school
I began to feel like I am the most stupid student ever! That’s because I am not the only brain here…there r like 3 other students who r way better than me, so
Now I feel like…so lame and I am not excited to study anymore…because they are beating me in everything and I’ve been trying for the past 3 months to beat them but nothing!
They get like between 99.2% and 99.7%…and I am still unable to get more than 98.9%…
The problem is they r having all what they need starting from caring parents till private lessons with the best teachers!!
but as for me I’ve been abused for over 10 years now and I need to get the highest mark so that I can get the scholarship and move out of here!!
I donno I am feeling so down and I donno how to think or to act!!
Can anyone help me to think in a practical way?

I am 16 and in the 11th grade…
And sorry for my English, I am not a native English speaker
oh and please dont ask me to call someone or to do anything for the abuse…because over here i simply cant do so!

Best answer:

Answer by mikehunt
all i can tell you is that you should talk to a counselor if you are being abused, or were being abused. that is serious. and as for the other kids, dont worry about them, just do your best. you dont have to be, and never will be better than everyone, and thats a good thing too. 🙂

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