I need advice about this complicated situation. Please be serious?

Question by Matt: I need advice about this complicated situation. Please be serious?
I’m 19. I work full time as an a/c tech. I am severely bipolar, and have anxiety disorder. When I get very depressed, it lasts for weeks. It’s severe, I go to the hospital for it sometimes, and basically baker act myself because I’m worried I will do something that I won’t come back from. I can’t do that to my family. I often cut myself where it can’t be seen, it’s becoming worse and worse. I’m not an emo kid. I work my ass off to support myself. If you looked at me you would never guess I have these problems, but I do. My parents know about these issues with me. I was institutionalized for 4 months when I was 15. My depression is twice as bad as it was when I was 15. My mood swings are much more severe, and it’s getting to where i can’t come out of these spells of severe depression. Here is my question. Today, my dad called me crying saying he and my mom are worried to death about me killing myself, or hurting myself and dying from it. He said that because I have tried in the past, and it landed me in the hospital for a long time. He offered to get me the help that I need(and I do need) by having me go back to the “Behavioral Health Center” that I was at when I was 15(they have an adult center). My problem is that It is very expensive, but he offered to pay for it. He was crying telling me he’d re-mortgage the house to pay for it. I need this help. My counseling sessions are not enough. I feel terrible accepting this, because it is so much money and they’d have to re-mortgage their house to pay for it. What should I do? Should I swallow my pride and go? Would it be fucked up of me to accept the offer at their expense? My depression is so terrible, I cannot live like this. At the same time, I feel I can’t accept the treatment as it is so expensive. Just please give me your serious opinion.

If it matters, the name of the place is La Amistad, in Maitland, Florida.

Best answer:

Answer by williestubz2002
go to church and pray bro…if u believe it u can be healed…trust me

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