I need advice about a complicated situation. Please be serious, as it’s a serious problem.?

Question by Matt: I need advice about a complicated situation. Please be serious, as it’s a serious problem.?
I’m 19. I work full time as an a/c tech. I am severely bipolar, and have anxiety disorder. When I get very depressed, it lasts for weeks. It’s severe, I go to the hospital for it sometimes, and basically baker act myself because I’m worried I will do something that I won’t come back from. I can’t do that to my family. I often cut myself where it can’t be seen, it’s becoming worse and worse. I’m not an emo kid. I work my *** off to support myself. If you looked at me you would never guess I have these problems, but I do. My parents know about these issues with me. I was institutionalized for 4 months when I was 15. My depression is twice as bad as it was when I was 15. My mood swings are much more severe, and it’s getting to where i can’t come out of these spells of severe depression. Here is my question. Today, my dad called me crying saying he and my mom are worried to death about me eventually I am going to end up killing myself, and he said that because I have tried in the past, and it landed me in the hospital for a long time. He offered to get me the help that I need(and I do need) by having me go back to the “Behavioral Health Center” that I was at when I was 15(they have an adult center). My problem is that It is very expensive, but he offered to pay for it. He was crying telling me he’d re-mortgage the house to pay for it. I need this help. My counseling sessions are not enough. I feel terrible accepting this, because it is so much money and they’d have to re-mortgage their house to pay for it. What should I do? Should I swallow my pride and go? Would it be ****** up of me to accept the offer at their expense? My depression is so terrible, I cannot live like this. At the same time, I feel I can’t accept the treatment as it is so expensive. Just please give me your serious opinion.

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Answer by Amazing Magenta
You situation sounds awful. I’m not a parent myself, but I think parents generally do EVERYTHING that they can do to help their child – and no matter how old you are they will always be there for you. I can imagine the guilt that you must be feeling and if there was a magic pill for you to change then you would take it.

Did this place help you in the past? I would accept your parents help and do your best while you are there.

I hope you soon recover.

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