I know I’m depressed but I hate counseling and don’t want drugs what else is there?

Question by bunnyhop b: I know I’m depressed but I hate counseling and don’t want drugs what else is there?
I’ve been depressed for over 3 years. I hate going to counseling because we talk about feelings. I am afraid of drugs because of addiction. I can’t think of anything else. My stress level is 20 times higher than a normal person my age. I think of death and do need help. Any suggestions for me?
I hate talking about my feelings. I’m 15 years old female. I’m afraid to take even asprin because one of my friends died from it. I don’t like going to counseling and there are no relaxation areas within 1000 miles from where I live. I need help but don’t know what to do. Can anyone help me?
I’m 15 yrs old 95lbs. I hate talking to anyone about my feelings I’m not religious and I am afraid of any drug even asprin. there are no relaxation areas and my stress level is 20 times higher than a normal person. I have lots of outrages think of death and cry myself to sleep. I have no social life. I can’t seem to keep friends. When I get down I will take nails out of my wall and carve names into my skin. I have no dad because he is in prison and I had to testify against him my mom is already dating again my bf lives 1600 miles away and my friends are scared of me. i don’t go out much and there is nothing fun to do. Is there any advice?

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