I have been watching a lot of and it is starting to worry me.?
Question by D: I have been watching a lot of and it is starting to worry me.?
I have been watching a lot of drugs related videos and it is starting to worry me. On youtube. Documentaries and home made videos every thing that is related to addiction, drugs abuse, hallucination, making drugs, lost people from addicted, drugs effects. And I am talking real drugs like Meth and cocaine. (Hey youtube for russian drug krokodil—it will make you sick and want to vomit, really bad be very carful watching it it is supper nasty)
And it kinda starting to make me wonder what is the reason I have became lately SO INTO IT. I am old not young, I am in my early 30s. I do not do any drugs from any kind even smoking. But for the past 3 weeks all what I am thinking about is coming home as quick as possible to watch any drugs abuse related things.
I am trying to understand what is that about. Why am I doing this. Hey I have not gone to the gym or cooked this last 3 weeks because I just want to set and watch and search for videos.
could this be a sign or something that I want to do or get into major drug abuse? I am sure it is a sign of something and there is a reason I have been into that. I have been wanting to come here and ask that question for so long and every day I keep telling my self I will move on but I never moved on or stopped watching and searching.
TOuch base with ya: I am so disconnected from my family, 1/2 of my family lives 22 hours flying far from the usa. the 2nd half of my family dose not talk with me for 6 months now, they are my wife’s family, we have been separated for 6 months, I have no friends and days goes with me not talking to any one. I am not suffering from loneliness at all and I am happy.
Best answer:
Answer by Rebecca C.
People go through phases. It’s just a phase of interest.
Answer by Ebby
Uhm.. If it makes you feel better I like watching cases about severe child abuse, and child murderer’s.
It’s not bad, it’s just you’re educating yourself. I am curious about what causes people to do the things they do, what they may have illness wise. Their family history, religion and so on.
From what I have gathered most people think their child is possessed, too loud, or is mentally challenged.
And kids who kill are either being bullied, did something and are afraid of getting in trouble. ie. slapped the other person, or don’t want to share their toys
Some also suffer from severe mental illness un diagnosed.
Anyhow…
Once you have a general knowledge and the videos’ start repeating themselves and you know so much about the topic, you’re a guru, and it will become boring. Don’t worry.
Now I am onto watching people who get possessed!
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