i have a problem (soft drugs) and I want some help?

Question by Jo Jo: i have a problem (soft drugs) and I want some help?
Hi, I don’t know how to say this other then just to say this and it’s hard for me.
I have been smoking weed for a long time. I can’t stop I go through withdraws, I tell people i have a problem and they laugh at me!
I don’t have the money or the will power to tell anyone close to me! as they smoke too but they are not as bad as me.
I want to stop but don’t want to stop.. just want someone to help me.
a 12 step program for free. or something with out going on record for this. I won’t go get help if anyone knows about it and i know that goes against everything that they stand for ect. but i won’t do it! i’ll stay here in contempt world with red eyes! I know i’m stubborn but i have a job, that i can not lose and if they find out i’m getting treatment for drug abuse i will lose my home. if i don’t say anything they will never find out! as i don’t come in high..
I have a feeling it’s messing with my head now! 10 years ago i would not of said that. but now i can see the effects of being a long term smoker.. I don’t even smoke cigarettes. I don’t drink, this is my only vice. is that why i’m having a hard time!
I don’t want to be super BII*TCH but when i go for a day i turn into that. i’m so torn.. how come a plant can make you feel like this! how do i get it to stop…

please someone.

Best answer:

Answer by Relentlessly Wrong
Take a look around NA

http://www.na.org/

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