I don’t want to relapse back to nicotine?

Question by Ryan H: I don’t want to relapse back to nicotine?
I quit smoking 14 months ago and lately at school it seems like I see tons of smokers outside. It looks like everyone is having a grand old time..with their cigarettes and such and I just kind of walk to my car, stressed out and then I see the reflection in the mirror of my fat face..which I swear widened out after I quit. Is that possible for someone’s face to widen when they quit? I know I gained alot of weight, but I lost it all because I now weigh less than I did when I was smoking..yet my face still looks kind of different. It doesn’t really look sunken in I guess. The rest of me looks pretty skinny. Anyway, I just start having thoughts like, “Oh I was happier when I smoked.” Would you say that was really true, or just a part of the mind game associated with nicotine addiction? All of these people smoking look like they are having a good time, and I just wanna have a good time too..but at the same time I don’t want to relapse. I just don’t know how to fix this whole situation.
I just want to know how I can live a HAPPY nicotine free life.
No, why would I want to use a patch? I DON”T want nicotine in my body.

Best answer:

Answer by Reapor-ted!
patches help. nicotine doesn’t really “harm” the body that much, it’s the delivery system that does i.e. inhaling? if you’re that pressed than you can try the smoking pills as I hear they work pretty well.

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