I don’t know what to do anymore . I just want to give up?
Question by elena: I don’t know what to do anymore . I just want to give up?
I don’t know what to do anymore . I’m 16 and I’ve been so depressed / suicidal this past year . and i I’ve struggled with self harm I first started in about 7th grade and stopped . But seance last year I’ve started again it’s got so bad I can’t even show my legs or arms . I also have really bad anxiety and low self esteem I don’t like going places id rather sit in bed all day or just lock myself in my room and listen to music . I feel so ugly and worthless i feel like I’m going to die alone . My own family could careless and my dad he could really careless he doesn’t even act like I’m his child . I’ve also started doing drugs a lot “Coke” and I recently tried “Crystal meth” and have smoked it a couple of times . I know it’s because I’m just trying to numb the pain I did the same thing where all I would do was drink about every other day for about 2 months and I know I’m killing myself but I honestly don’t care I feel I’d be happier dead and so would everyone else . I know I need help but I don’t want it . I just wanted to get this off my chest and see how other people deal with some of these things and if they could maybe help me .. Thanks and also please don’t waist yours and my time writing about how stupid I am for the things I do because I know I am.
Also I’m homeschooled and have no friends. I’m a loner
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Answer by Corrine
First of all any advice you receive on yahoo answers isn’t real advice. If you are in a public high school then you should have guidance counselors. Please go talk to someone who can truly help you, not some stranger on the internet. You’re not worthless and you realize this deep down, or else you wouldn’t be seeking help. Everyone has times of hardship that make it hard to see the silver lining, but things do get better.
Answer by 50 Shades Of Cotton Candy
I FELT LIKE YOU DID AT 16 AND I ACTED IN A SELF DESTRUCTIVE WAY TO AT YOUR AGE.remember there are people that care.your so young and you have so my promise in you.you can get back on your feet and build yourself up from the ground.drug offer temporary relief and they create long term damage.self harm can destroy you and can fix your problems head on.
when I was 16 I was taking part in self harm and I had tried coke a few at 19 but I never got addicted and I never cared for how it made me feel.if your gonna do drugs pot is better but still drugs aren’t the answer.I left an abusive relationship and I felt as you have.if you continue feeling like this an abusive guy will take advantage of you feeling like this.i survived and that means you can too
quit the drugs while you are young because 90% of people who do meth never quit.i know you can do it and I have tons of faith in you.if you need a person to talk to message me any time I can listen
there are people at your school that can help talk to them and see if you have family that actually cares or friends that care.
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