I don’t know what do…”/?

Question by bree(“: I don’t know what do…”/?
Well, im almost 13 and really, i think ive been going through a lot recently…
It started when i first moved to a new state because my dad got a new job since the one back home was starting to fail. We moved and at home, i was normal, had quite a few friends. Then, here, im considered a freak when i get to the school.. No one talks to me at all but the teachers and i got made fun of when i did nothing..so i did nothing with my life that year.
This coming year i just finished was worse. I visited my friends for that christmas break and after i got back, things went down hill…

I started getting weird dreams..i would just wake up in the night and cry and almost screamed. i didnt sleep much cuz i would stay up, i starved myself, and then it led to cutting…
i did search on the internet and it looked like i was depressed or something..
i dont want to tell my parents anything either or go to a counselor b/c im kinda…scared too. Plus the fact that they fight quite a bit..scream at each other….my dad is..kinda a alchololic..not too terribly bad but still..plus, (this was said by my friend cuz she knows all this) im supposely mentally “abused”..i guess that put stress on me plus school and all..but thats why im scared to say anything to them at all..plus they’re REALLY strict..my mom’s better tho…

but i really am freaked out tho b/c lately bad thoughts(yeah, suicidal and crap) are in my head and well…yeah..my life isnt half as bad as other’s are but its been going on forever…),”
so yeah..help? “/

Best answer:

Answer by Greyshoeswalk
Is there a school counselor you can go to? Don’t be scared. You might as well give it a try.

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