I am co-dependant.. but why, very depressed/pregnant?

Question by Jessler: I am co-dependant.. but why, very depressed/pregnant?
Why am I stuck like this?! please help?
when I was very small I was extremely attached to my dad I used to sit in the window and cry if he went to the store/work. I was very jealous. I was addictedto alcohol and xanax for 3yrs. Im 20 now. My mom was rarely aroud because she was addicted to crack cocaine & served a few stints in prison. She passed away from an overdose hen I was 14. My current boyfriend has anger problems and hurts my feelings all the time. I’ve been sober for 5 mnths as I am now pregnant, but I have that attachment with my boyfriend that I had with my dad. I cry everday..I can’t bare to not know where he is..I feel just like when I was a little girl..real bad since being pregnant. It hurts Its really bad/depressing, why do I have this what do I do?

Best answer:

Answer by goldenretrievers
It might help to talk with a christian pastor or a counselor……..

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