I am a recovering addict in a downward spiral that has ended up in the worst relapse of my life.?

Question by : I am a recovering addict in a downward spiral that has ended up in the worst relapse of my life.?
I am slowly killing my self with powerful pain medication and other sedatives. I am happily married and have a wonderful daughter, why am i trying to ruin it…HELP!!!
Please only serious answers, I need support..I cant tell my husband he will leave me…He dont understand how addiction can get a hold of you. Please no smart ass remarks, i am trying very hard…

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Answer by pbp5258
IMMEDIATELY seek treatment. If your husband sticks by you all the better, if you do not seek treatment because he may leave you, what you lose is your life, what your daughter loses is a Mom. My sister died last year and I am trying to raise her 2 elementary school children. I speak from experience. I support you and recognize how you are feeling. You cannot do it alone. Bless you. You are in my prayers.

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