I am a 41 year old mother of 4 and I have developed a cocaine addiction.?

Question by I am 4 ft 12: I am a 41 year old mother of 4 and I have developed a cocaine addiction.?
I was first introduced to it about 2 years ago. Some friends wanted me to try it. I was reluctant at first but then was curious, never done anything in my life. I actually loved it, it made me feel more social but was only a once in awhile thing, now it’s becoming a once or twice a week thing. I don’t know how to tell my husband I need help. He has tried it to but has complete control and knows what the limits are and hasn’t touched it in about a year.

I have almost exhausted my credit card for this and then I lie saying i bought groceries or gifts. He has no idea how much i have actually spent on it. I am living a life of a lie and am looking into a NA meeting.

I think if my husband finds out he may leave or make me feel belittled. Help I don’t know what to do anymore.

Best answer:

Answer by connemara
Go to your doctor and explain to him or her what you have stated here. Go now.

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