How do U appraise my status – please advice ?

Published October 7, 2013

Question by lunarcure: How do U appraise my status – please advice ?
…. I had a good comfortable life, in U.S (till 15yrs ago) – my family property etc. was seized – I’m now back here! – addicted to heroein, doing little better there now. Savings depreciating HOURLY (I swear) – basically FKED.
Obviously not my … life! (damn how realistic I grew!!!) – hated universally – being chased by TEAMS of mad dogs on daily basis – no doubt, the man wants me gone. (even our good host Y!answers kicks me too!)
MY QUESTION – how do I “get gone?” I mean … do I kill myself (shttts I hope not)? Will HE be making arrangements – must I wait for signs – what !!??

Best answer:

Answer by Rusty Shackelford
Nothing will change until you’ve decided you’re done being a junkie and get some serious help and are in recovery (“doing a little better there” when it comes to heroin addiction is a lie and you know it…….you;re either in recovery or you;re not). Quit lying to yourself and to all of us and do something to actually change your life.

Guess what? Once you stop buying dope you’ll be amazed at how your savings does not deplete by the hour.

Once you have some serious clean time under your belt….at least a year, then get yourself back to school.

You will never get a job with the educational skills you display in your question. there are programs to help people like you go back to school free or for a very low cost IF YOU’RE IN RECOVERY!

If you;re not willing to help yourself then maybe you really are better off dead.

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