find myself looking for something to become dependent on, what’s wrong with me?

Published February 10, 2011

Question by Mella: find myself looking for something to become dependent on, what’s wrong with me?
i feel myself wanting to become addicted/dependent on. i WANT to drink, smoke, and get into drugs. don’t know why. i just feel like i’d feel better being dependen on somethin. don’t know what’s wrong with me. my family’s got a history of substance abuse and addiction on both sides. guess that’s what it is.
**not sayin im gonna do it. don’t want to, im just like naturally drawn to it or somethin. whenever i find something that i can occupy my time with, i do it obsessively (music, computer games, eating, etc.)
i dont know what chris means but im def not asking this for ‘attention’ so fuck whatever youre talkin about

Best answer:

Answer by T. Ruth
Okay…so find something positive to lose yourself in, that’s a no-lose proposition…charity work ranges from human to animal to nature…find something you enjoy and go all in!

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