Dreams and a meth addicted mother?
Question by *Bella Reveuse*: Dreams and a meth addicted mother?
Things you should know about me.
I am currently on adderall and Trazodone (to sleep)
I just went to jail two nights ago because me and my meth addicted (withdrawing) mom got into a physical argument and we both got assault charges. We got into it because she wouldnt seek rehab or move out of my apt .
I’ve been under a lot of stress and I have always bottled my emotions because of my mother.
I;ve been diagnosed with AdHd and anxiety disorder and PTSD
I get so stressed out that i cant retain anything in my brain. Its numb
I just started seeing a new psychiatrist last friday after having gone a year of not seeing one.
I had a dream last night about being framed for a murder i didnt commit. I just started a new job and they were trying to get me on theft, so i tried to escape and i was on the run. The police finally caught up with me and there was a guy on the road that had deep cuts on his body and they were trying to get me for murder as well. I ended up in jail, helpless and miserable. I felt like my life was over and there was nothing i could do. Than they end up releasing me saying they couldnt find any proof or evidence that i ever stole anything or that a murdered anyone. Than my ex the only guy who has ever truley treated me like ive dreamed of starts coming back into my life and Im incredibly happy.
Than i ended up having another dream about my best friend of 11 years. There was house(which was a like a club with dorms) and i went there one night not knowing what it was and get into a fight with a girl who was a member there, and because of that I had to sell drugs for that Club. I had 6 out of 10 drugs deals that I had to follow thru with and I had to work certain public jobs to allow drug transactions or They would kill me. SO i pick six, and I went through with it only to not finish a job. So they start looking for me until they find me at my home and bust my knee caps. I get surgery which they pay for and say i better make a decision or they will kill me. So my best friends comes down to visit me and Im at a job and someone who failed a job is about to get killed so i beg my best friend for us to leave but he wants to see whats happening and im crying and scared and running around with busted knee caps…
This is my real life. I allowed my mother to move in with me. My question was really why an i having these weird dreams.
I finally kicked my mother out of my apartment (she was living with me) and I feel better, but i still dont have a mom. I’m trying to accept it and move on, but i’ve been having crazy dreams and my mind is numb.
NOTE: The first half is real about what you should know about me, the story about my dreams of being framed for murder and busted knee’s is a dream
Best answer:
Answer by Tom
Is this a legitimate question? If even half of it is true you are in desperate need of help. Do you have a friend you trust who you can confide in? You need to put as much distance as you can from your mother. She will ultimately destroy you. Get away and stay away. I’ll bet a lot of your circumstance will disappear if you just leave. If you can’t change your attitude then change your lattitude. So somewhere else and start all over again with a fresh new start. You have too many problems to face in you current environment. I hope for the best for you.
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