does anybody feel mentally or physically crappy after HEAVY use of marijuana?

Question by Tim: does anybody feel mentally or physically crappy after HEAVY use of marijuana?
I’ve smoked on and off for the past 3 years. Every time I toke I go kinda on what you would call a smoking binge. I started out when I was 15, hanging out with the party crowd and using gateway drugs. My life generally speaking was pretty good around that time. I had a cute girlfriend that would do anything for me, a good variety of friends, I was confident, and had and still do have all the support in the world. I’ve also been in a boys home “rehab” for a year. That is the longest I’ve been clean at one time. My life has done nothing more than gone down hill since I started to use. I was clean recently for 4 months and just relapsed this month. I smoked a little over a half ounce completely to myself, and was blazed for about 15-20 days I must emphasize I was stoned the WHOLE time. I dont take couple day brakes inbetween smoking sessions, I just smoke,smoke, and smoke. I always seem to fall apart when I start smoking I try to smoke and stay on track with school and work but the more I smoke the more delusional everything becomes and i fall of into the deep end full of smoke. I have tryed to smoke once a week or once a month and Im unable to do this, once I hit that pipe its all over until I run out of money or grass. I just barely came down yesterday morning, and at this moment I feel like a totall wreck. everytime I come down I either do WHATEVER I need to do to get more bud or try to stay clean. Right now I feel very insecure, bad headache, my stomach feels horrible, I cant sleep, my thoughts are very hazey, I almost feel like Im in a different world because everythings so cloudy, I become very anti social. And ill i can think about is the ganja or how I’m ever going to make it in this life. Im confused and lost and miss everything I use to have. I would do anything to be who I was before I ever touch that fuckin shit. I would really would appreciate any advice or if you can relate to anything in the post! THANX 🙂

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