Did ecstasy change my personality forever?
Question by JG: Did ecstasy change my personality forever?
hello, I have been abusing mdma for almost 2 years now…man ill never forget the first time I “rolled” i thought it was amazing…the best thing to ever happen to me. Before I knew it, i started going to raves all the time and abusing ecstasy all the time…it was the best thing ever.
Well about 2 years later, I cant do it anymore, because a few months ago I started noticing that I was become a rather paranoid person…I stress about the dumbest stuff constantly now, i feel like I have constant anxiety, and I used to be the most laid back easy to talk to person…now when i talk to me I feel like people think im weird because i will just freeze up…its hard to describe. Its worse when i smoke marijuana…which is something I have had to quit now because of this reason (which is weird because I used to smoke marijuana all the time with none of these effects)
Im done with mdma…im never going to abuse it again. Ive changed my diet and have started excersing and taking multi vitimens and becoming healthier in hopes that I will eventually come back to my normal self. I know i probably damaged my serotonin levels and such, and I am planning on getting 5-HTP to help with this, but im just wondering (anything positive would be such a relief you guys honestly) that I will eventually return to my normal self again…
I have heard cases where people saying it will take up wards of a year for this kind of damage to be reversed and im just wondering if someone can just give me a straight answer.
Thanks for listening.
I also forgot to mention that this has taken a huge tole on my relationship with both my parents and family…the depression i get is unbarable, and its hard to even talk to everyday people anymore because of the amount of anxiety I get. I just want to return to my normal self again and ill do absolutly anything to become the old person i used to be and to restore any kind of damage ive done to my family and self.
Any kind of help i could get would be appreciated…thank you all
Best answer:
Answer by Camille
Keep working out! I have anxiety and that is one of the things that really helps. Tell your doctor you’re having anxiety. Xanax helps so much
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