Could drugs be keeping guys away from me?

Question by Lena: Could drugs be keeping guys away from me?
I’m seventeen years old and a junior in high school. I’ve had boyfriends in the past, but they were always older guys. Like, my ex from last year is 20. And when I was in freshman year I dated two seniors. And now I’m just trying to get a decent guy who’s my own age.

I’ve had problems with vicadin, alcohol and weed in the past, but now I mostly just smoke weed. Almost everyone knows that I’ve had these issues, because I almost went to this rehabilitation facility and some of my teachers told people (yeah, totally inappropriate). I drink once or twice a week, and I smoke weed almost every day. And it’s not like I’m going to just be able to quit. I’ve been smoking since I was like 14 or 13. I know that pot has no addicting qualities, but once you start, you’re just not going to quit.

Anyway, I’m a smart kid. Almost everyone knows who I am. I got 2000 on my PSAT without studying or preparation of any sort. I’d actually gotten pretty baked the night before. I’m in AP classes, so everyone knows that I’m not a stupid stoner kid. I get good grades, too.

But its like I can’t find a decent boyfriend. The guys in my classes just refuse to talk to me! My mom wants me to find some nice, smart guy, but they literally won’t listen to anything I say! I sit with a group of football boys on fridays, and they say that they know some kids are frightened of me.

I don’t get it. How can I get people to actually get to know me and not judge me?

Best answer:

Answer by southpaw
YES TRUST ME!

MY COUSIN CHEATED ON HIS WIFE BECAUSE OF DRUGS.
HE PUT ANOTHER WOMEN OVER A UGLY GOLDY LOCKS WHORE! I MEAN HER SKIN WAS PALE LIKE A GHOST!

I SUDGEST REHAB!

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