Can you suggest some medication?
Question by me: Can you suggest some medication?
I cry AT LEAST twice a day EVERYDAY. These are not short sessions either. They span from 15 minutes to four hours and I get headaches so bad afterwards that I would like to proform bloodletting on myself just to relieve the pressure. I feel weak constantly and it’s hard for me to work up the energy to be motivated enough to do…well…anything really.
The depression is not without it’s causes. I have had a very rough life and I have had to travel through it alone. My parents were abusive and neglectful, my brother raped me for two years, After my parents divorced my stepfather also raped me, I’ve been addicted to meth, homeless, in several abusive relationships, I saw the backstage horrors of the strip club for 4 years, survived an eating disorder, 6 misscarriges, endometriosis thast causes sex to be so painful that I feel like some one is repeatiedly stabbing at my reproductive organs (not to mention makes me unable to have children), my father doesn’t talk to me, my mother doesn’t care, and I have no friends.
The worst part is I can’t remember…anything really. If you were to ask me what I had for dinner two days ago I would give you a blank stare and tell you that I don’t recall.
I know that medication will not fix all of my problems I will need years of counselling as well but I think that medication might be a good first step in my path to recovery.
Does anyone have anysuggestions on a medication that might help my depression that does not have possible side effects anorexia?
Also, If anyone knows of a medication that might help aid in my ability to remember (I don’t know if this even exists) that would be nice too.
Best answer:
Answer by dragonfly4me
First of all, you are not alone. I myself have had traumatic events for the last 20 years that have caused me to withdraw and cry for days. I lost my husband, my home, my step kids, my job and now my health. The only thing that has helped me is God. I talk to him daily. I take walks and praise his name. You need to also see a therapist right away, stay away from places that will temp you to do wrong, and stop having sex. This is no time to be having sex when you are trying to fix yourself. You have been abused and hurt and enough is enough. Please, find you a Christian shelter and find someone to guide you in the right direction. God does not see you as a messed up girl. He sees you as his daughter and forgives you of everything. Go to the site called “Girlfriends in God” and read their devotions everyday and get the book ” Broken into Beautiful.” You are a very important person and you are loved. I love you. God loves you. Just break away from all the madness and get into God. He will do things you thought could never happen. Blessings and Love
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