can i fix any of this?

Question by stikz: can i fix any of this?
recently i went through a really shit time with my life. long story short, i tried to commit suicide, and failed, after my old friends found out what i did they started telling me to fuck off, and get help, and one by one they all disappeared. 6 months, 2 more suicide attempts, and 1 meth addiction later, i’ve finally somewhat gotten back on my feet…
today i saw a group of my old mates, and the look they gave me made me realize how much i hurt them with the shit i was doing to myself back then… if you were in their place would you forgive someone if they lost complete hope on themselves like i did?

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Answer by oruboris
HELL YES– you were ill, they should have tried to help you instead of wandering away from you. If you think you owe them an apology for putting them through a rough patch, by all means say ‘I wasn’t thinking straight and I’m sorry’, but my guess is they withdrew because they care about you but had no idea how to help– they were afraid and uncomfortable, a very human reaction, but not a useful one.

I hope you are feeling better now, and maybe have some mental health help…

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