I’m 14, and I think I’m showing signs of depression.?

Question by Smile Kid: I’m 14, and I think I’m showing signs of depression.?
*Sadness or hopelessness
*Irritability, anger, or hostility
*Tearfulness or frequent crying
*Withdrawal from friends or family
*Loss of interest in activities
*Changes in eating and sleeping habits
*Feelings of worthlessness and guilt
*Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
*Fatigue or lack of energy

Last night, I cried myself to sleep. And I swear, I dreamt of cutting my self, (which i would never really do) but i looked it up and it represents the “pain” i feel in my waking life.
its not one sepcific thing that makes me sad. its just like all of a sudden, i feel like my mom doesnt like me and always yells and favors my brother. so many things are changing. im starting high school, my sister got married and is expecting..its like when did this happen? my mom is always calling me fat because im gaining weight.
i just cant stop eating lately. ='[
I swear, I randomly cry sometimes when my family hurts my feelings. actually i’ve been crying a LOT lately..i told my brother i felt depressed lately n he said “i can tell, u’v been the biggest b*tch latley.” that hurt because we used to be like so close, but we drifted apart n i feel like i just annoy him. when im with my friends, i feel ok. but then i get home n its just different. i guess there’s just too much i wna say n i dont wanna bore u guys by reading.
what can i do??

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