i have issues, at least i think i do.can someone help?

Published May 16, 2010

i hvae a bf..been dating him for 9 months now. we have known eachother 2 years prior to us dating. i seem 2 get a lil bothered by some things..aand he thinks im just weird or crazy. but 2 myself and to some other ppl its ok and i have every rite 2 get mad or watever. welll, sometimes to me it doesnt seem like he cares..at all!! for example, 2day i got this new hoodie he got me for christmas, and its the kind from Aero’, and its kinda thick ya kno. has 2 diff. layers of fabric. well i thought it made me look fat(mind u i am female)..aand i walked into the room and asked him to look, all he said was a simple “it looks good” and looked back at the computer screen(he was on the computer) aand it kinda bothered me cuz his reaction didnt seem like he really liked it..soo it really really bothered me, and i kept saying he didnt like it and so on, but every time i asked him he said he did..but it sounded soo bland and he didnt seem 2 enthused, so again i kept thinking he didnt like it and i was def. making it known it was bothering me but he still acted liek everything was fine and that i wasnt bothered….he has no enthusiam sometimes, for a lot of things, and that just isnt the 1st thing hes done that with..am i over reacting and just being a female or shuld i really b concerned aout him not acting liek he cares?

The other thing is i get really really stressed out and worried, hes lied 2 me a couple times, and his trust is kinda low for me. so just about every day, im always worried bout wat hes doing, if hes telling me the truth, and so on..i cannot control it!! and i want 2..i am soo paranoid, and so insecure w/ evrything! and i think it ruins our relationship..if i dont feel like he doesnt show ne enthusiam or care, i get bothered and i question him, like”y arent u showin me that u care , is there something u gotta tell me?” and stuff like “is there something u gotta tell me?” oor “ur not showing u care or ur enthused 2 be with me or tlk 2 me”…is it just me??…ehh 🙁
these r things that culd help i just got off the birth control YAZ, im telling u it was horrible..i was sooo bitchy 2 ppl, so my mom took me off of it, im a little more chilled and calmer now but i still feel like i make a big deal bout things, and i absoutly hate it, but i feel that i cant control it. but i am a lot better
also if this has ne thing 2 do w/ him acting like that, is b4 we started dating he had a little drug addiction 2 pain killers, like perks and so on..he has done heroine b4 and stuff like that(mind u hes completly done w/ everything b4 we started dating he got out of detox, and went 2 conseling) we tried dating b4 but the drugs was gettin in our way, but ne ways soo if drugs can change u forever, the way u think etc. please give me some info..hes a realy decent and sweet guy, comes from a good family, so dont think that just cuz he did drugs hes horrible…i just want some help..help me be able 2 just let things go, cuz it seems like i make a huge deal of everything and i hate it so much, and if hes worth staying w/? i want that trust back, there have been a lot of improvements, shuld i just b patient and wait for everything 2 get better cuz he tells me 2 b patient and within time things will b good. but i dk..HELP? please.

i have issues, at least i think i do.can someone help?

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