Who the *#*#*@ invented methamphetamine anyway?

Question by Isis: Who the *#*#*@ invented methamphetamine anyway?
Because I can honestly say that it destroyed my life completely. There is NO HOPE for me. It has been over 18 yrs since I used and yet my life is a complete failure, everything I do falls thru, everything. This is not normal, there is no way this is normal, life has become way too fragile and slippery. There is no way anyone could make it through this, no one. I have gone thru school since then, graduated top of my class, NO ONE would hire me in that field, or any other field for that matter. Before I used, I had potential and hope, I was having employers calling me left and right, but now, its as if I have the plague. I believe the devil is involved.
So I moved on, doing just about anything and still can’t find work. I look left, when I was supposed to look right, I look right when I was supposed to look left. I have been clean and sober for 18 yrs and have lost absolutely everything being clean and sober and now I’m clean, sober, broke, homeless, jobless, pennyless and hopeless.
I bend over backwards and get kicked in the head everytime. I hate my life and pray that God will end it ASAP, but yet I wake up to another day filled with what…MORE DISAPPOINTMENT AFTER DISAPPOINTMENT AFTER DISAPPOINTMENT…well you get the picture.
I know what I did (drugs) was wrong, but do I have to suffer for all eternity for it? for Gods sake! Its like im watching a movie of my life passing me by, it doesnt get worse that this. Government experiments, maybe. Dont believe me, i dont care. I cant take it another day, not sure what will happen, except for the fact that there will be a major disappointment today, as is everyday. I think I’m pretty normal, other than the fact that I am cursed. Why doesnt God intervene and end this miserable existence, seriously?! Because frankly I dont want to be here anymore.
Has anyone else had this same fate? I highly doubt it. I am the female version of JOB. Believe it or not. I just wanted to know if anyone else has had their life utterly destroyed because of meth, as I have?
Oh Im sorry, who died and left you God?!
and what kind of stupid name is jun? I feel sorry for you, did your mama name u that?
He who is without sin, cast the first stone. This goes out to all you..ohhh sooo perfect people who can do no wrong. Excuse me for being HUMAN!
and let me add that, YES it is who created it, dont you get it? and yes i did mention it was wrong to do the crap, I have seen many people who have used much more than I, and yet they are now business owner, home owners and have normal lives, for me, it has cursed and destroyed forever! Thats my point, and if you cant handle that, than dont answer the question.
Sorry just having a bad day, i guess…
I cant go back in time, so the damage is done, I know. But can it get better now, if not better, than can it be normal already?

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Answer by jun
the CIA did they created it back in the 1960’s and they distributed it in third world countries lol

just kidding

sucks to be you lol should have stayed clean lol

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