what does unmanagability mean? in respect to a drink and drug obsession/addiction?

Published May 25, 2010

im doing my 12 steps, as part of my rehabilitation programme to stay clean from drink and drugs, and am wondering if you guys can help me towards it. all i can think is, in my circumstances, my whole life became unmanagable, in the fact that my addiction got out of control and unmanagability. i am not cheating, im just wondering what other ways i could write it…..thanks people