help question about addiction, all ansers appreciated?

For 5 or 6 year i have been addicted to oxycontin, the problem is i keep going back to the opiates after i quit, the withdrawal is long and nasty and after the physical withdrawal has left it is like my brain is in a state of depression where i care about nothing, i am so lazy i cant even cook or clean, cant eat cant sleep, i am basically useless, i would be alright if this lasted maybe a week or two but like i said months and months. it is literally like i have depleted all of the dopamine in my brain permanently so therefore i live a vicious cycle day to day, recently i went on the methadone program again. I i am on a low dose.I want to have children , my doc said that if i am this low it is likely that my baby wont have withdrawal at all and i ran into a new mother at 40 mls whose baby was fine and went home the next day after born, does anyone have any experience with quiting or having baby on meth, thanks

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