Depressed and feeling suicidal?

Published January 30, 2011

Question by sarahgoth1987: Depressed and feeling suicidal?
I know I’m just going to get abuse as always from some yahoo users. I don’t know what to do any more. I’m concerned that I am going to kill myself, but on the other hand I want to die and don’t want any help.
My family doesn’t know how to deal with my depression. They have said hurtful things, I don’t even know if they realise they say such hurtful things.
I told my sister about my depression and suicidal thoughts, she dismissed it, making out that she wouldn’t concern herself until I actually attempted suicide.
Her boyfriend has said things like I THREATEN to commit suicide all the time just to get out of housework.
My dad has never once spoken to me about it.
My boyfriend is concerned but has never actually said anything constructive, like “why don’t we get help”

I don’t know. I want help sometimes, but other times I just want to get it over with and kill myself.

I would really appreciate not receiving any abuse. It is extremely insensitive.

Thanks in advance to anyone who can give me advice… if you have had any experience, I would love to know how you are handling or how you handled it.

Best answer:

Answer by Emma K
get help. What’s good is your honesty and bravery. I mean, you ae brave enough to talk about this to your family and that’s good. tell them you want to go and get help. if they refuse or ignore you, try and get that help yourself. go to your GP or something and ask for a counsellor.
Good Luck 🙂

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