cutting relapse. help ?

Question by hannax33: cutting relapse. help ?
i’ve been cutting since i was 11. i’m 13 now.
i only cut my right wrist, because when my friends ask if i do cut i can show them my left arm and say “no”. it works, no ones found out for a while.
but about 3 months ago my mother (of all people) found out and both her and my dad lectured me and made me feel horrible about it. they told me if i don’t stop right away then they are going to send me away to get help. this made me want to cut more, but i stopped just so i could stay here with my friends and boyfriend. (the only reasons i’m alive)
this weekend my boyfriend broke his back and was put in the ICU.
i had no contact with him, nor did i know his parents phone number or the hospital. none of his friends had contact either. one of my (and his) good friend told me all about what happened. and knowing that happened to him scared and worried me.
i cut again, but only one cut so i could blame it on my cat. but cutting was an addiction of mine and i need to do it again.

help?

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Answer by short1isshort
You probably have childhood depression like me. I take medicine and I feel better.

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