Anyone else know what alcoholism is like?

Question by kermit50000: Anyone else know what alcoholism is like?
I’m only just coming to terms with the fact that I’m an alcoholic. That fact alone, to someone who cannot accept any kind of weakness in himself, is devastating- but the fact that I’m suicidally depressed doesn’t help.

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Answer by Mr. Orangekitty
I struggle with (extreme) drunkenness, myself. Todays example: I worked from 9:30am to midnight, tomorrow I have to be at work at 6:00am and I’ll work to 1:00am(19 hrs without sitting) yes, I know this will soon kill me. In between, I find the time to consume a bottle of wine. Work is gonna suck, but I’ll tough it out. As to your condition of being suicidally depressed (yeah, me too): Suicide is an incredibly important decision. You must make sure to communicate this is what you want (through your continued ‘efforts’, not something to be done quickly (as to eliminate second thoughts, loved ones input, alternate views, new perspectives, etc…). The only thoughtful, reasonable route is starvation. This must be earned. As for me: I’m 5’7″, 145lbs, and in 1 month, lost 37lbs, finished every day with a cocktail of Kahlua and milk of magnesia. Cal me, Tom (anytime).

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