I think I’m developing an alcohol addiction…What do I do stop before it gets worse?

Question by brunettebabe: I think I’m developing an alcohol addiction…What do I do stop before it gets worse?
Ever since I was in high school I have been a party girl. I drank, smoked, and did drugs. I was the girl with all the party favors, and always knew where the party was and could hook people up with booze when we weren’t old enough to buy it.
After high school I got a good job and quit the drugs and smoking. I cut down a lot on drinking but never completely stopped. When I was 24, I got arrested for a DUI and had to take a M.A.D.D. and AA class. When I went to these I swore I would never drink again. That lasted about 2 months.
The thing is, even with the good job I have in the medical field, EVERY ONE in my life drinks. All my co-workers, all my college classmates, all my friends, all my family….I drink atleast 3-4 times a week. And when I say “drink” I mean get PLASTERED! And then I start smoking too. (I really don’t smoke when I’m sober)
It’s no big deal any more for me to go to work hung over. It actually keeps me in a better mood.
I don’t really drink alone. Most of my drinking is going out to bars. I’m actually good about not drinking and driving though, so that’s not a big issue (we have a free cab service for drunk people lol)
I am just to the point that I can’t go out with guys and be comfortable unless I’m drunk. I don’t even know who I am anymore.
But it hasn’t affected my career or school or anything like that. It’s just affected my health, my confidence and my budget!
My biological father,who I never knew because he was in prison my whole life, died about 4 years ago of cirrhosis of the liver. You would think this would be a red flag for me. Nope.
So anyways. I was thinking maybe there are some people out here that we could form some kind of online chatting system or some kind of support group…Or can someone recommend anything for me?
I already tried church several different times and I can’t keep that up either. Please help!

Best answer:

Answer by ZachBquick
Chruch isnt gonna help… Get some support from you friends and families and just go cold turkey for a while. You can quit if you really want to and who knows maybe some day you can just drink with moderation. Good luck

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