Joe’s POV Have You Ever Thought About How When Your Like 5 Everything Is So Innocent, When Girls Had Coodies, And Someone Else Always Had That Crayon You Wanted… When You Grow Up Its Nothing Like Your Parents Told You It Would Be, And You Actually Believe What They Told You. It All Seems So Stupid. See I Was Never Brought Up Like This And I Was Never Told And of The Usual Stuff, Like Santa Claus Lives In Lapland i Wasn’t told anything infact see, My Mom Drank All The Time And She Was A Crack Cocaine Addict And She Commited Suicide When I Was 3, Can You Imagine what That was Like For Me, Oh Wait Did I Mention She did It Right Infront Of Me I Know I Dont Really Remember It Well But That Memory Still Scars Me, All i can see is her hanging from the ceiling, her face wa lifeless, Imagine That Watching Your Own Mother Hang Herself, At The Age Of 3, I Was a Screw Up From The Start And My Dad Left Me On My 3th Birthday, i Had To Look After Myself From Then On, I Had No Money So I Had To Do Something, i Would Rob Houses And Call Myself in Sick At School, Kids Mothers Wouldn’t Let Me Hang Around with Their Kids Afraid That I Was a Bad Influence, I’m not a Bad Person, Just Messed Up. When I Was 5 My Dad Came Back With A New Girlfriend She Had A Son, He Was About 1 At The Time And I Guess He Was My Younger Brother Sort Of, Turns Out They Only Came Back To Drop The Baby On Me, I Didn’t Know His Name, So I Named Him Nicholas Jerry Jonas. I Found a Note From My Mom In The Room That i …

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