Is there anythin/one worse than a drug addict who has wasted 3 mo. treatment, tons of parents money etc. WHO?

I have wasted opportunities, I have wasted money, burned bridges, lied to the poeple I love, threw away any reason for people to trust me. Had 30 months of treatment. Back in active addict. I want to be good, but I don’t know how to live without drugs.
I just want a cross section of societie’s opinion. Is there anything/anyone worse? And if so what? Who? Also if you could include if you know anything about the world of addiction/(?disease?).
How big of a piece of shit do you think I am?
I have wasted opportunities, I have wasted money, lied to the poeple I love, threw away any reason for people to trust me. Had 3 months of treatment. Back in active addict. I want to be good, but I don’t know how to live without drugs.
I just want a cross section of societie’s opinion. Is there anything/anyone worse? And if so what? Who? Also if you could include if you know anything about the world of addiction/?disease?.
How big of a piece of **** do you think I am?
I’m editing this after hearing some answers. I go to work everyday and work manual labor. I go to church. I accepted Jesus before 10. I have no criminal record. I pay my bills.
Oh and for some addict way of talking here we go, “Rev Z” you are and ignorant fuck. How dare you think you know ppl’s reason’s for what they do.
“It is also a search for a justification for what you are doing,Ace,there is none.” I don’t care what my problems are, I thank God I’m not you “Rev Z”. I could get all the justification if i wantd

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